Depression is nothing but an illusion

This time i am going share my own story to giving you a real example..

I started my schooling at Madhya Pradesh with my elder brother. He completed his 12th from M.P and that’s the time my father had a transfer, i’m in 8th std so what after state. Here goes….

My new school at Maharashtra obviously with marathi subject. I am just blank when other students talk in front of me but i don’t understand and i feel terrible. I back to home and cry my mother asked-What happend? I told her everything and said i want to go back my old school then my dad at home console me and tell me i have opportunity to learn something new better from others i thought about it. I am like dad was right i will be different, after that continue hard works and then top at the school. when you succeed some around you are not happy for you and its true in my situation too. Some students frame me on something bad. I depressed, this is the first time someone hate me so i don’t know what to do..-I cut my all connections to everyone.

Life doesn’t stop for anyone me and my study are good to be together. Time goes on and i passed my SSC Board exams with 80%.

Entered 11th turning point start from now i was good student again top in 11th std and have district level trophy of handball. After that someone mislead my path and i cleared my 12th with low percentage. Now what not have a career option, I depressed again this time it is more serious because i have a dream of software engeenering that’s break in pieces. I sit in my room for months almost 4 months thought it through and find a way. It’s BCS Degree not bad actually.

I again rise up from depression and got a college, enjoying college life and had a opportunities. I fulfill my most of dreams in my college like social worker, Event organizer most important ideal for my juniors. Happiness just like this.

Everytime i thought I am in depression its actually a illusion because i just need a time to think.

Every full stop is not end of the story.

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